Black Friday wasn't a total bust as it was an epic fail. As much as i love shopping for others (*cough* NOT *cough*), i enjoy shopping for myself more. Yesterday i only bought for others. *sigh*. I guess its good that my mom and i got a few gifts done for the holidays, but really. We still have about... i cant even count how many more gifts we have to buy and from now on I'm leaving that up to my mom. By doing that i hope she will buy me a few gifts as well. i am still hoping for my Mac, but if i can not get that all i want is money, itunes gift cards, and clothes from all the obvious stores ( NO that does not include Kohl's, PacSun, or JC Penny. I have an enormous hatred toward these stores. Don't question it).  Does anyone agree that it is better to give money than to buy someone something with your money that they will NEVER use and have your money be wasted? I mean come on if you give me money at least you know i will buy something that i like and will use. That way the money is put to good use! Wow i sound like a selfish brat, i will stop now. 

To talk about Thanksgiving all i can say is that i feel fat. I hate that bloated feeling and now i don't even want to eat, but alas my craving will get the best of me. I am not a big girl and i hate when people who call themselves fat wont let me bitch when i feel fat too. le sigh. I guess i can keep my feeling to myself. I'm doing the same for how i feel about "Michael". Ok that name for my crush is not working for me so i will call him... H. Thats it H. I havent been trying to talk about  lately to my friends at school because i think i have been doing that to much. I dont know but its like everytime i talk to him in school ( i talk to him more each day and i LOVE it, considering we have no classes together... unless gym counts) i feel so happy! I could scream right now but im not going to. Whats really pissing me off today is that my friend C is having her BM today and i wasnt invited. I wasnt expecting an invite but all my friends at my new school are going including H and i feel soo left out.... oh well i can get over it. I have better things to do like... homework! Ugh not the answer i was thinking of. 

xoxo T