Black Friday wasn't a total bust as it was an epic fail. As much as i love shopping for others (*cough* NOT *cough*), i enjoy shopping for myself more. Yesterday i only bought for others. *sigh*. I guess its good that my mom and i got a few gifts done for the holidays, but really. We still have about... i cant even count how many more gifts we have to buy and from now on I'm leaving that up to my mom. By doing that i hope she will buy me a few gifts as well. i am still hoping for my Mac, but if i can not get that all i want is money, itunes gift cards, and clothes from all the obvious stores ( NO that does not include Kohl's, PacSun, or JC Penny. I have an enormous hatred toward these stores. Don't question it).  Does anyone agree that it is better to give money than to buy someone something with your money that they will NEVER use and have your money be wasted? I mean come on if you give me money at least you know i will buy something that i like and will use. That way the money is put to good use! Wow i sound like a selfish brat, i will stop now. 

To talk about Thanksgiving all i can say is that i feel fat. I hate that bloated feeling and now i don't even want to eat, but alas my craving will get the best of me. I am not a big girl and i hate when people who call themselves fat wont let me bitch when i feel fat too. le sigh. I guess i can keep my feeling to myself. I'm doing the same for how i feel about "Michael". Ok that name for my crush is not working for me so i will call him... H. Thats it H. I havent been trying to talk about  lately to my friends at school because i think i have been doing that to much. I dont know but its like everytime i talk to him in school ( i talk to him more each day and i LOVE it, considering we have no classes together... unless gym counts) i feel so happy! I could scream right now but im not going to. Whats really pissing me off today is that my friend C is having her BM today and i wasnt invited. I wasnt expecting an invite but all my friends at my new school are going including H and i feel soo left out.... oh well i can get over it. I have better things to do like... homework! Ugh not the answer i was thinking of. 

xoxo T 

*sigh*, i know i know. I have totally disappeared from the internet world. I would love to do a weekly blog but like most teenage girls in to busy IMing friends, doing school work, and watching all my favorite TV shows to blog. I would also apologize for my absence, but I'm not going to. My life is finally better than the movies ( yes that is a quote i stole from... well probably an icon.). I am finally loving my new school, i have great friends and i have a MAJOR crush on a guy that i'll call... Michael. I talk to him all the time in the hallways ( we only have gym together :( i knew i should have switched classes in the beginning of the year, but thats what i get for being shy) and on IM. I dont know if he likes me though. Any tips on how to be flirty and funny? Please comment with them! I am so anti-social when it comes to guys. Just check out our AIM convo from saturday morning. ( names have been changed to protect me and my friends.)

Him: yes
Me: sorry E took my phone last night
Him: why
Him: she is so annoying
ME: yea...
ME: so what did you do last night?
HIM: baby sat my sister
ME: aww lol
HIM: it was so boring
HIM: how was the movie
ME: well E was fighting with M the whole night
HIM: why
ME: its a looooong story
HIM: i have all day
Me: well i dont lol i have to go to the mall with my mom bc she thinks we're not spending enough time with each other
Me: but its just that M couldnt come over and then it spread out from there
HIM: haha
Me: ugh it was horrible lol
Him: well i g2g eat breakfast
Me: kk byee
HIM: have fun with your mom
ME: i will thank you

Well enough about that, its time for me to talk about another one of my loves. The new 13-inch MacBook.

Isnt it gorgeous? I fell in love when i saw it and now i swear to my parents that if they get me one for christmas i wont ask for anything else or anything for my birthday. I doubt im getting one, but its nice to hope! Now, i could list everything i love about it but that would bore you.... hmm it seems i have run out of things to talk about. Oh well. i need to start telling stories! JKing JKing! lol i wont unless they're good.

xoxo T